R. Boon
11/26/13//12/8
Carcass
Dragging
the deer carcass uphill on the gritty road, muttering every few steps, Daniel, old Daniel, he muttered to himself,
struggled against the weight. He snarled
at his three dogs, who followed too close, pulling on a dangling leg or bit of
hide, pulling the wrong damn way.
He
stopped in the middle of the road, tugging at his torn coat, wriggling cold
toes through the holes in his shoes. “Damn
headhunters.” Saw off the antlers, leave the
rest. And no sense. “No sense,” he shouted at the dogs, who
danced back and then resumed tugging at the carcass. Take the antlers, gut the old
boy, hault him miles and miles, slung ‘im in a ditch. He forced a few deep breaths. “Damn 8 foot ditch, too! Lucky I could drag him downstream to get a
better slope.” He looked down at the
deer, its head hanging limp, and said to the deer, “last year, one carcass
lasted the dogs all winter. They were
wrestling over one piece of hide in April.
We appreciate you stopping by for us.”
Daniel flexed his cold
fingers, looked out at the stars, a cold, cold night. “Look up there, Cory,” he said to a young
dog. “See the trail we’ve moved? There over to there. These damn constellations change so fast.” He turned back to the deer. “Thanks, by the way…” He shifted the weight. “Been 12,000 years we’ve been at this round
here, and you never get any lighter.” He
cocked his head, listened at the presence, that sound in the grasses, crashing
through the hard frost, the hooves of ten thousand generations, echoing just at
the edge of the last great ice.
He didn’t notice the truck
til the dogs started in, barking and growling.
The truck stopped dead middle of the road, headlights full on him and
the carcass. Daniel let the carcass drop
and signed the dogs to run off into the fields.
Two young guys got out
of the truck, engine still running. The
driver hung back at the edge of his open door.
The passenger, a young guy, trying hard to be a redneck, boots and jeans
and flannel shirt and cowboy hat, ran round toward him and said, “What the
fuck, old man? Where you going with our
deer?”
Daniel
lifted up his ball cap, ran a hand through his hair, shook loose the greasy gray
strands that hung a couple foot down his back.
“Your deer, is it? Gutted and
throwed in a ditch? Horns took off, and
not a bit of the meat?”
The
driver called out, “Ryan, it don’t matter.
We’re done with it. Let’s get out
of here.”
Ryan
yelled back, not turning his face away from Daniel. “Ain’t the point, is it, Hal? This old fuck thinks he can pick up anything
he wants. Don’t have to even have a gun,
or sit out in the cold waiting.” He
pushed up next to Daniel, only the deer carcass on the ground between them.
Daniel
glared back at him. “So you got a tag
for this, or just out killing anything you find? You kill just for the trophy?”
“Not
any of your business, old man.” He
fumbled one hand at the back of his jeans, where the pistol was tucked into his
waist. “You some kind of government-fucking-agent? Huh, old man?
You some sort of fed? Gives a
shit about all the little bunnies?” He
stepped forward, over the carcass, pushing Daniel back.
“Ryan,
it ain’t worth it. Let’s get some more
beer, go look up Suzy,” Hal called out.
He took a step closer, rubbing his hands, tucking them under his arms.
Daniel
heard the low growls out in the darkness, and let out his own low growl to warn
the dogs back. He leaned closer and stared
into Ryan’s eyes, then breathed out slow and heavy, the mist coming up around
both of them. “Yes, the old give and
take,” he muttered, and let Ryan see the ghostly herd around them, the spirits
of the millions that once thundered these hills.
Ryan
lurched back, stumbled over the carcass.
He pulled the pistol as he hit the ground and shot into Daniel’s
side. Blood dripped on the carcass,
which stirred to life and enfolded Ryan inside the hollowed out rib cage. His arms became the deer’s forequarters, his
legs the deer hindquarters. His head
joined through the deer’s neck. A great
rack of horns, 20-point at least, grew back on the mutilated head.
The stag, Ryan, struggled
to his feet and tried to struggle away. He ran toward Hal, trying to ask what had
happen. Strange bawls and grunts came
out instead of words. He pushed forward.
“What the fuck? What the fuck?” Hal called out, scrambling
back toward truck.
Ryan moved at him too
fast, goring Hal again and again, til Hal fell back, twisting on the ground in
pain. The dogs came in from the field,
barking, and Ryan, the stag, ran out to join the ghostly herd.
Daniel came over,
looked at Hal on the ground, and shook his head. He stepped into the truck, put it in neutral,
and let it roll back cockeyed into the ditch.
“Come on, dogs, let’s get home. I
need to heal up.” He whistled, and
walked up the road.
Only
two dogs followed. Daniel turned, and
saw Rachel nuzzling Hal. She lay down beside
him and put her head on his chest.
“Ah,
no. This one? Really?” said Daniel. “He’s pretty far gone. And likely a shithead, just like his buddy.” He whistled again. Rachel put a paw on Hal’s chest.
Daniel
sighed. “Fine, damn it.” He stepped back down the road and knelt
beside Hal. “Ok, get off him,” he said
to Rachel. He rubbed his own bullet
wound, til his hand was coated with blood, and then rubbed his hand into Hal’s
wounds. He shivered, with the sudden
loss of heat moving out of him. He stood
up and watched the recovery, the wounds closing, Hal’s body shifting. He whistled..
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